carol-simplesoutherngirl

Today I discovered my niece is listed as married. I experienced again the pain of alienation. I escalated into the point of hysteria and sense of abandonment that goes with being cut from the herd. I might die. But I won't. I will continue with a little help from my friends. Lost my cell and continued to feel increasingly isolated even though I'm not. Called someone on email list for the first time. I need to eat.